Just a small town girl~

brianna|sixteen|lesbian|Single|


Suicidal, Writer, Artist, Photographer, Swimmer. My blog may be triggering at times. .

I am honest. This is my blog. If you have a problem, leave.

Anonymous asked: Seriously you're still sitting up answering questions? Not attention seeking at all.. Thought you were gunna kill yourself?

easier said than done when you have to wait for people to go to bed to get access to the tools you need.

Anonymous asked: DONT KILL YOURSELF!!! IMAGINE YOU HAD A BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER AND YOU LOVED HER WITH ALL YOUR HEART AND SHE WENT AND KILLED HERSELF, HOW WOULD YOU FEEL??? DONT BE SO SELFISH TINKING ABOUT YOURSELF THINK ABOUT THE PEOPLE AROUND U!! UR PARENTS!!! UR FREINDS!! UR FAMILY!!!ITS JUST NOT YOUR SELF YOU ARE HARMING ITS ALL THESE PEOPLE AROUND U!!! KILLING YOURSELF WILL DO NOTJING!!! GO DO SOMETHING THAT WILL MAKE U HAPPY!! GO PAINT, OR WRITE, OR TAKE A FEW PHOTOS OR GOO LOOK UP SOME HOT CHIC AND BGO DO SOM

I would just hope she was finally happy.

I have no friends.

I do stuff for people all the time. I should have a right to be selfish.

Anonymous asked: Hi, I know exactly how you feel, I suffer from depression. Suicide is something I think about almost daily. I have a friend that tried to commit suicide and we were able to stop her but you have to realize that suicide is a selfish thing to do, You are loved. Things do and will get better and it's a new year give it the chance, tomorrows a new day with new possibilities. I'm not going to tell you not to do this its your choice but you need to know your not alone people do care and understand

I want to be selfish for once. 

I do everything for other people. I want to do this for me.

Anonymous asked: I wouldn't forget about you, Bri. I've sent about 40 people messages asking you not to kill yourself, I've hacked my boyfriend's account so I could send more messages, and I've been sitting here anxious as fuck for the hour to change so I could talk to you again. You're right; don't live for other people. Live for yourself. Because I GUARANTEE you will miss out on so much.

I don’t want to live for myself.

Anonymous asked: I would never forget about you.

You would, eventually. We’ve never met. I don’t know you. You would.

Anonymous asked: Please don't do it. Look at all these people who care about you and would miss you if you were gone.

They’d forget about me.

Anonymous asked: Please don't do it think of everything you do have to live for and everyone who loves you, you may be in pain now but think how much pain everyone who loves you will be in. You have so much life left to live and if you can never take what you've done back. Right now things might be bad for you but if you see how much love you have from your followers you should know that the we all care for you. Please do not do this, please!

It would be the last time they are in pain. 

Anonymous asked: Lol you're such an attention seeker. Hope your plans work out.

I do to.

Anonymous asked: please don't kill yourself. i'm begging you. dont be a victim to society's evil ways. dont let a tumblr anon convince you to do it. you're better than that. be strong okay. please. i dont even know you and i'd care if you died. seriously. there are so many things to live for. even if you dont know it yet! please. be strong.

I’m already a victim.

Anonymous asked: 1-800-273-8255. National Suicide Prevention Hotline. Please call. Everything is anonymous, safe. They will give you someone to talk to. Please. Don't lose hope. <3 2012 will be a beautiful year for you, as well as 2013, 2014, and all those many healthy years to come. But please, please, PLEASE, don't kill yourself. Please.

I’m sorry.

Anonymous asked: You are beautiful and perfect and amazing and I love you so much. Please stay. <3

I’m sorry.

Anonymous asked: Please please please don't kill yourself! Don't listen to those cruel anons, they mean nothing and have nothing better to do with their time! You're so beautiful, inside and out. I don't know you personally, but you mean soo much to a lot of people. Please hold on! <3

I’m sorry.

Anonymous asked: Your real tumblr friends are everything. that anon was a dick licking hoe. i can tell by the way its anon picture looked(; you amazing and i love you(: dont kill yourself. i will miss you, even though i didnt know you. thought of you gone will haunt me forever</3 please dont babe.

I’m sorry.

Anonymous asked: I have felt the same way. But please don't kill yourself, people need you. Do something to get your mind off things, write draw, something. Don't take your life.

I’m so tired of doing things for other people.

This is the only thing I want.

Anonymous asked: Please don't do it please I beg you, so many people love you maybe they don't show it but they do!! I love you. You deserve to have a wonderful life. You're so young please just don't do it talk to someone about it counsellor maybe? You're beautiful! I hope this ki da helps :/ xoxoxoxox

It’s new years eve.

I have no one to really talk to.